SPACEMUNGKEE.

The first week of school was fucked up, a LOT! of things didn't go my way as if it was destined for me not to have any fun this year.

First off. Just when I finally found the perfect hairstyle for my freakin' hydrocephalus-ed head, I had to cut it off 'cause of the fuckin' 2x3 inch haircut requirement of our school. It looks terrible on me, DAMN!, I look like an onion, SERIOUSLY!! just when I thought I finally looked cool, they had to burst my bubble, siyeth.

It's Freshman year all over again. SIYETH. I mean tangna, Do you know how hard it is to let somebody see you during lunch/recess without any group or friends, its okay for the freshies but seniors, OKAMON. I do have my own group of friends but sadly not one of them is my classmate, well yea, we do meet at lunch/recess but finding each other is freakin' hard.

This fuckin' year they totally isolated the boys from the girls, last year we could still meet each other at lunch but now boy's and girl's lunch times aren't the same anymore, siyeth. di na tuloy masilyan si anime gurl. fvck.

And instead of having TWO 3:00P.M. dismissal time we only have one now, that's not fvckin' fair, all the other years have two why can't we?? :((

HOHO. tas, knina sa skul sa soobrang baet ko pinauna ko ung klasmeyt ko sa pilahan ng pagkuha ng I.D. eh kso pgtapos nya, tangna, sbe bukas nlang daw ule. fvck. pgtpos ko pumila ng trenta minutos, pna-uwe lang aq. TAE!!! >:P >:P Ang masaklap p dun, di nya pa alam na mag-kaklase kme, TANGENA.

Wla ren aqng kasabay pag-uwe ngaun di tulad ng date. HAYNAKU. Ang saklap tlaga ng fourth year. TAE!! prang first year lang ule.

aaminin ko msaya ren nman sa klasrum eh, lageng may kanchawan at asaran, may umiyak na nga samen eh, nung second day plang HAHA, si Pher-Pher, siyeth, kpangalan ko pa. pano kc ang fourth year na umiiyak paren kea syang tigilan khit ako inaasar ko ren un *mwahahaha*

If this school year's gonna suck or not, it's too soon for me to tell maybe I would experience a total destiny change and have things go my way again but then, the chances of that happening is a million to one so I wouldn't get my hopes up. I wanna bang my head to the wall beside me for leaving it all up to "destiny" and not do something about.

I used to convince myself that I don't need any friends or conversations but lately I can't seem to function without those two, HAHA, It's just like what Ynna-chan said. I've been contradicting myself lately. HOHO.

I was sentimental the whole day, looking for items/memories that fueled me all throughout summer and use them as a drug against this 'effin feeling but alas things never did go my way, I was to chicken to go to the TOYCON, I got the wrong battery replacement for my phone, and a whole hell 'lotta things.

I gotta sleep it's already 12:34A.M. but then my mind works best when its sleep deprived, The big bags is already proof enough. HAHA.

OK. It's time for me to sleep, New service, New rules, and no I.D. it's gonna be fucked up that's why I need my rest, If I could manage at least.

I'm having my phone replaced since even after re-formatting it, it was still having seizures. I was wrong exchanging my v3i for a N5300, I soooooooo freakin' regret it now, so that's why wanna have one of these babies:

I can't stop drooling, NYUM! Its classy and sophisticated, just the way I like 'em. OHMAY. I wonder if this dream could turn into reality and FAST! 'cuz I can't freakin' stop drooling at how smexy it is. MOM, DAD, I've been good haven't I?? *winks* ~_^, HEHE

I've never been good making friends or starting a conversation, so, the first day of class is like a series of unending torment for me, imagine, 49 classmates, 2/3rd of them you don't know, 9 teachers that are plain butt-cramping all of which you gotta take in 8++Hours. OHMAYSHOMAY. Plus, waking up at 5:00A.M. and your service nag at you every freakin' morning. Sometimes I wonder if its all worth it. *SIGH* if it wasn't for the friends you find and the social benefit of school, I think i'd have a nervous breakdown by now. HAHA.

The apocalypse is inevitable even if I skip the whole introduction part, sooner or later I still have to do it. *SIGH* I just wish that this school year they're gonna let us loose but the chances of that happening is a billion to one, and with that i'll forever miss the care-free life of sixth grade.


shishi Monday, September 22, 2008, 9:06 AM TAENESS HUWATSU? POST Wednesday, August 6, 2008, 9:17 AM blahblah LOST. Monday, July 7, 2008, 8:42 AM Honestly, I don't know who I am now these days, Every little detail I thought was me is now slipping away. You see, I now go blah to anime/otaku-ism and cool to guitars/music, oh and vanity, arrgh, Where do I start? If I have anything or anybody to blame it's school and the mental/emotional torture it brings, you see it's all about the cliques and no matter how everyone tries to say it's not true, IT IS and that's the harsh reality, we are stereotypically categorized into whatever flaws/personality we have and that SUCKS. BIGTIME. SO YEA. I am now what you call a "Dead Kid" in our class, I'm not important to anybody and my presence doesn't tick anyone. It's harsh 'cause I'm usually overly-hyper and whatnot, No man's an island but. . . I now end my return for I am now wasting the time allocated for sleep. It's 1:23 A.M. and my thoughts just wouldn't pour out. RETROSPECT. Friday, June 20, 2008, 6:47 AM "In order to forget the past, we must make the past pale in comparison to the future" - Bokura Ga Ita The first week of school was fucked up, a LOT! of things didn't go my way as if it was destined for me not to have any fun this year. First off. Just when I finally found the perfect hairstyle for my freakin' hydrocephalus-ed head, I had to cut it off 'cause of the fuckin' 2x3 inch haircut requirement of our school. It looks terrible on me, DAMN!, I look like an onion, SERIOUSLY!! just when I thought I finally looked cool, they had to burst my bubble, siyeth. It's Freshman year all over again. SIYETH. I mean tangna, Do you know how hard it is to let somebody see you during lunch/recess without any group or friends, its okay for the freshies but seniors, OKAMON. I do have my own group of friends but sadly not one of them is my classmate, well yea, we do meet at lunch/recess but finding each other is freakin' hard. This fuckin' year they totally isolated the boys from the girls, last year we could still meet each other at lunch but now boy's and girl's lunch times aren't the same anymore, siyeth. di na tuloy masilyan si anime gurl. fvck. And instead of having TWO 3:00P.M. dismissal time we only have one now, that's not fvckin' fair, all the other years have two why can't we?? :(( TAGALOG MODE HAHA. tas, lahat ng sabado hanggang August me pasok kme for the NCAE ka-eklatan. >:P >:P HOHO. tas, knina sa skul sa soobrang baet ko pinauna ko ung klasmeyt ko sa pilahan ng pagkuha ng I.D. eh kso pgtapos nya, tangna, sbe bukas nlang daw ule. fvck. pgtpos ko pumila ng trenta minutos, pna-uwe lang aq. TAE!!! >:P >:P Ang masaklap p dun, di nya pa alam na mag-kaklase kme, TANGENA. Wla ren aqng kasabay pag-uwe ngaun di tulad ng date. HAYNAKU. Ang saklap tlaga ng fourth year. TAE!! prang first year lang ule. aaminin ko msaya ren nman sa klasrum eh, lageng may kanchawan at asaran, may umiyak na nga samen eh, nung second day plang HAHA, si Pher-Pher, siyeth, kpangalan ko pa. pano kc ang fourth year na umiiyak paren kea syang tigilan khit ako inaasar ko ren un mwahahaha English Mode If this school year's gonna suck or not, it's too soon for me to tell maybe I would experience a total destiny change and have things go my way again but then, the chances of that happening is a million to one so I wouldn't get my hopes up. I wanna bang my head to the wall beside me for leaving it all up to "destiny" and not do something about. I used to convince myself that I don't need any friends or conversations but lately I can't seem to function without those two, HAHA, It's just like what Ynna-chan said. I've been contradicting myself lately. HOHO. THE END. KTHXBYE. HOURS. Sunday, June 15, 2008, 8:58 AM I never thought it would come to this, Only a few hours stands between me and a new School Year, This day and feeling had always been in the back of my mind, hence, I feel 'effy since desperation and impregnable doom had finally sunk into the vast empty space that is my mind. I was sentimental the whole day, looking for items/memories that fueled me all throughout summer and use them as a drug against this 'effin feeling but alas things never did go my way, I was to chicken to go to the TOYCON, I got the wrong battery replacement for my phone, and a whole hell 'lotta things. I gotta sleep it's already 12:34A.M. but then my mind works best when its sleep deprived, The big bags is already proof enough. HAHA. OK. It's time for me to sleep, New service, New rules, and no I.D. it's gonna be fucked up that's why I need my rest, If I could manage at least. bOXOrz - CHECK T-Shirt - CHECK FUN - CHECK Ipod - EKS (It's lost and its all my sister's fault BLEH >:P) Bag w/ Content - CHECK OK. I gotz to face my nightmare NOW, there's no turning back :< DROOL. Friday, June 13, 2008, 11:53 AM I'm having my phone replaced since even after re-formatting it, it was still having seizures. I was wrong exchanging my v3i for a N5300, I soooooooo freakin' regret it now, so that's why wanna have one of these babies: I can't stop drooling, NYUM! Its classy and sophisticated, just the way I like 'em. OHMAY. I wonder if this dream could turn into reality and FAST! 'cuz I can't freakin' stop drooling at how smexy it is. MOM, DAD, I've been good haven't I?? winks ~_^, HEHE APOCALYPSE. 10:49 AM It's already early saturday, one day left before the apocalypse, one more day to party and chill. I'm not really excited with the incoming school year 'cuz school days are gonna be hectic, longer, and 'effier not to mention this year, we'll finally wave goodbye to our Alma Mater, High school perks and friends then moving on to a bigger part of society called college. I've never been good making friends or starting a conversation, so, the first day of class is like a series of unending torment for me, imagine, 49 classmates, 2/3rd of them you don't know, 9 teachers that are plain butt-cramping all of which you gotta take in 8++Hours. OHMAYSHOMAY. Plus, waking up at 5:00A.M. and your service nag at you every freakin' morning. Sometimes I wonder if its all worth it. SIGH if it wasn't for the friends you find and the social benefit of school, I think i'd have a nervous breakdown by now. HAHA. The apocalypse is inevitable even if I skip the whole introduction part, sooner or later I still have to do it. SIGH I just wish that this school year they're gonna let us loose but the chances of that happening is a billion to one, and with that i'll forever miss the care-free life of sixth grade. ENOUGH. I've already bloated up my description and the possible outcome of the apocalypse.
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